Look INTO me – I am just like you
I smile back –
So clever
So sweet
So eager
So shy
So knowing
So confused
So open
So closed
So old
So very young
An angel
A tiger
A baby
Spoiled child
Tell me “everything is one thing,”
And see me laugh at you.
The colours are cooling, morning is calling and soon the clock will ring out reality
But excuse me just one moment,
Do you know this confused (interesting)
Female?
No?
But surely you do….
You sleep with her every night
With your eyes closed.
Smiling,
She perches prettily on the edge of the bed.
Anybed, anybody will do.
So long as they speak of love
Devotion and eternity.
She is vertical,
Now horizontal.
Whirling,
Shouting,
Hoping
Always praying, “maybe someday….”
But never remembering
The name.
STOP
No one can know how far to go only you could know how far to go with me so go go too far.
Stop
Hiding behind a mask a feigned misunderstanding you say ‘love’ but my life goes on too too little and you know you must
Stop
Touch my heart for a second like I do to you and feel pain pumping pumping to my brain which is ready to
Stop
I feel my own love searching searching reaching through your body for more more and it does not
Stop. Stop
Hurting me looking backwards upside down at me you can
Stop
I was not playing when I came for you and looked into you but when you came for me it was too late to warm your frozen pre-conceived ideas and you stopped
Me from being me.
We should have stopped.
All the time you keep on so go on go on go too far with your games and one day it’s be me who
Stops.
Can’t you see it’s not me who’s selfish?
The Screaming
Red
Black
Blue
Green
Hot
Cold
Sad
Calm
Anger
Confusion
Torment
Seclusion
The Screaming
The Questions
The Insomnia
The Illusion
Hysteria
Schizophrenia
Manic Depression
Pretension
Depression
Schizophrenia
Hysteria
Red
Black
Blue
Green
The colours of my mind
The never ending scream . . . .
Tracy A. Williams 
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